�okay.�

�you����!�

Just as Amy was about to swear, Iruki screamed with a distorted face.

�Just live a little!�

It was the first time I had seen Iruki get angry since his days at magic school.

Iruki jumped up.

�I�m already disturbed, but I�m annoying you!�Do you know what instructions I gave you?�Do you want to know the truth like that?�can you tell me�If you go there, everyone will die!�99% chance of death!�Do you know what I mean?�You will surely die if you go there, you idiot!�

Once the emotions exploded, I couldn�t control it.

�How about being cowardly?�I took responsibility for everything to see you off!�Is it thanks to having a military friend?�How about then?�Even if you feel ashamed, bear with it!�They say I�ll take care of everything if you just keep your mouth shut!�

�I understand your heart.�But Iruki���

�shut up!�how do you know my heart�Does my head look like a delusional brain?�Death is obviously calculated, so let me go?�Don�t you think sirone?�If you die, if you die horribly there, do you think I�ll be able to see Sirone�s face?�I just want to live!�

Amy found another face hidden in the face of Iruki, who was building blood.

�I�m not angry.�

Tears ran down Amy�s cheeks.

�That Iruki���

He seemed terrified.

It�s the first time I�ve been angry, but it�s the first time I�ve been so afraid����.

�It�s not a lie.�

If Iruki were to die, he would really die.

�I see what you mean.�And I fully understand your feelings and your desire to save me.�

Eimi couldn�t say for sure that he wouldn�t do it like Iruki from the opposite position.

�But Sirone�s lover, before I am your friend, I am a soldier.�It�s my own, not defined by anyone else.�And soldiers, you can�t do that.�

Iruki leaned against the desk and lowered his head.

�Did you not hear me?�die if you go�If you�re crazy about wanting to die, you can do as you please.�

Amy shook her head.

�I don�t want to die.�Of course I want to live.�I want you to live happily with Sirone and your friends.�But you know what?�As long as I want to live����I struggled to hold back my tears.

�Other people will want to live too.�Even so, we are fighting to protect humanity.�

Iruki said in a hoarse voice.

�����Every time I give orders, at least thousands die.�Sad news keeps coming.�Where 10,000 died, where 100,000 died.�Like an hallucination, it lingers endlessly.�

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