Chapter: 1641
Yang Chuchu was very afraid that her mother would be angry, so the older she got, the more sensible she became, the less she dared to ask about this matter, because she was afraid that it would expose her mother's scars.
Sure enough, Cheng Ying's expression froze. She looked at her daughter in astonishment. After a long time, her face became ugly: "Why did you ask again?"
"It's nothing, it's just... When I was filming today, I happened to shoot a scene about my father. I... I don't know how to get along with my father to be more natural. The director also said that my acting skills are stiff, so I asked you about this." Yang Chuchu looked at her mother's expression nervously, trying to explain.
Cheng Ying sighed lightly, and said lightly: "I remember I told you before, you just treat him as dead, and don't have too much hope for a dead person."
"Mom, do you know where he is?" Yang Chuchu always felt that her mother seemed to be hiding something from her.
Cheng Ying sneered: "Even if I knew, I wouldn't say it. I hope you won't ask about him again in the future."
"Mom, I'm not a child anymore. If you know where he is, can you tell me? I want to see him." Yang Chuchu didn't know where the courage came from, so she suddenly made this request.
As soon as she finished speaking, she closed her eyes tightly, waiting for her mother to growl at her.
However, after waiting for a long time, she did not hear her mother's angry reprimand. She opened half of her eyes involuntarily, and saw Cheng Ying leaning on the sofa sluggishly, as if she had lost her soul, with sadness on her face.
"Mom!" Yang Chuchu was taken aback, and hurriedly walked over step by step tentatively. Finally, she squatted beside her mother and gently shook her arm with her hand: "Mom, did I make you angry again? Don't be angry. I won't ask again in the future. If you say he is dead, I will treat him as dead. I don't want to know where he is or who he is anymore."
Cheng Ying looked at her daughter's nervous little face with red eyes, and laughed at herself: "If you don't tell me, I really don't know that you have grown up, and I still treat you as an ignorant child."
"Mom, I'm sorry, I know this is your scar, and I shouldn't have exposed it." Yang Chuchu put her face on her mother's knee, her legs were already kneeling on the ground, she was afraid that her mother would be sad.
Cheng Ying's fingers gently stroked her long hair, and finally, she sighed lowly: "Chuchu, do you really want to know where your father is?"
"I really want to know, Mom, you never mentioned him, why? Is he a heinous sinner?" Yang Chuchu asked sadly.
"No...he's not heinous, he just married another woman and formed a family with children, Chuchu, I'm sorry, no matter how hard my mother tries, I can't give you a complete family. I can't snatch him away from other women. I'm the one who doesn't deserve his name." When Cheng Ying said this, her face was full of tears and she was extremely sad.
Yang Chuchu's heart ached, she couldn't help but reached out and hugged her mother. She finally knew why her mother never mentioned her father. It turned out that that person had become someone else's father, and she didn't even have the right to call him.
"Mom, don't cry, I'm sorry, I won't mention him again, never again!" Yang Chuchu also cried in a low voice.
The mother and daughter hugged and cried for a long time, and finally stopped crying. The eye sockets of both of them were red and swollen.
"Chuchu, do you blame me for keeping it from you? Mom can't do anything about it. I can't really make you an illegitimate daughter in the eyes of others, but you are not. When I was with him, he was not married. He said at the time that he would marry me, but I didn't expect that he would marry someone else as soon as he turned around. Moreover, he knelt in front of me that day and said that he was sorry for me and asked me to let him go. What can I do? I am pregnant, but I have to accept such unfair treatment. I am also very desperate!" Cheng Ying spoke to Yang Chu for the first time! Chu mentioned what happened to her before, she felt that her daughter had grown up, she had the right to know who her father was, and she could understand the decisions she made back then.
"Mom, I blamed you before, but I don't blame you now, I know it's not your fault!" Yang Chuchu lowered her head, not daring to look into her mother's sad eyes.
"Actually, in the first few years when I gave birth to you, I led you to start a business alone. I was tired and annoyed. I even thought about going to him to make a fuss. If I was not happy, I wanted to break up his family and let him pay for being ridiculed. But later, I felt that it was meaningless to do so." Cheng Ying laughed at herself, closed her eyes, and thought about those painful days. She never had the courage to continue living that kind of life in her life.
"Mom, why did he marry someone else? Didn't he love you?" Yang Chuchu asked angrily.
"Sweet talk, sweet talk, he told me a lot, but it's a pity that no matter how sweet love is, it can't match the word poverty. He is very handsome. After being spotted by his current wife, he pursued him fanatically. The other party is a rich girl, and the family has power. Your father wants to pursue an official career, and wants to be promoted step by step, so he chose his official career and gave up on me!"
"Mom, has he been promoted now?" Yang Chuchu sneered, suddenly he didn't want to see that scumbag father, and he was not worthy to be her father.
"Yes, he has been promoted, and his official career is really successful!" Cheng Ying sneered.
Hearing that his father's official career was successful, Yang Chuchu was even more disgusted and angry, and gritted his teeth bitterly and said: "Since he can abandon his beloved woman and marry someone else for money, then he is a snobbish villain. I don't care about this kind of father. Mom, don't worry, I will never talk about him again. I will treat him as really dead."
"Chuchu, don't you really want to know who he is? In fact, over the years, he has come to me several times. He always said that he was sorry for me back then and wanted to compensate our mother and daughter, but I refused." Cheng Ying laughed at herself.
"Have I seen him?" Yang Chuchu's heart was shocked, and she suddenly stared at her mother: "Have I seen him?"
Seeing her daughter's shocked face, Cheng Ying sighed softly: "I still remember one time, you ran over with a toy and said that an uncle gave it to you. Did I just throw away your toy?"
Yang Chuchu's beautiful eyes widened instantly, her whole body was as stiff as a stone sculpture, and she murmured after a long time: "Is that uncle I think is very kind?" JrNovels.com
Sure enough, Cheng Ying's expression froze. She looked at her daughter in astonishment. After a long time, her face became ugly: "Why did you ask again?"
"It's nothing, it's just... When I was filming today, I happened to shoot a scene about my father. I... I don't know how to get along with my father to be more natural. The director also said that my acting skills are stiff, so I asked you about this." Yang Chuchu looked at her mother's expression nervously, trying to explain.
Cheng Ying sighed lightly, and said lightly: "I remember I told you before, you just treat him as dead, and don't have too much hope for a dead person."
"Mom, do you know where he is?" Yang Chuchu always felt that her mother seemed to be hiding something from her.
Cheng Ying sneered: "Even if I knew, I wouldn't say it. I hope you won't ask about him again in the future."
"Mom, I'm not a child anymore. If you know where he is, can you tell me? I want to see him." Yang Chuchu didn't know where the courage came from, so she suddenly made this request.
As soon as she finished speaking, she closed her eyes tightly, waiting for her mother to growl at her.
However, after waiting for a long time, she did not hear her mother's angry reprimand. She opened half of her eyes involuntarily, and saw Cheng Ying leaning on the sofa sluggishly, as if she had lost her soul, with sadness on her face.
"Mom!" Yang Chuchu was taken aback, and hurriedly walked over step by step tentatively. Finally, she squatted beside her mother and gently shook her arm with her hand: "Mom, did I make you angry again? Don't be angry. I won't ask again in the future. If you say he is dead, I will treat him as dead. I don't want to know where he is or who he is anymore."
Cheng Ying looked at her daughter's nervous little face with red eyes, and laughed at herself: "If you don't tell me, I really don't know that you have grown up, and I still treat you as an ignorant child."
"Mom, I'm sorry, I know this is your scar, and I shouldn't have exposed it." Yang Chuchu put her face on her mother's knee, her legs were already kneeling on the ground, she was afraid that her mother would be sad.
Cheng Ying's fingers gently stroked her long hair, and finally, she sighed lowly: "Chuchu, do you really want to know where your father is?"
"I really want to know, Mom, you never mentioned him, why? Is he a heinous sinner?" Yang Chuchu asked sadly.
"No...he's not heinous, he just married another woman and formed a family with children, Chuchu, I'm sorry, no matter how hard my mother tries, I can't give you a complete family. I can't snatch him away from other women. I'm the one who doesn't deserve his name." When Cheng Ying said this, her face was full of tears and she was extremely sad.
Yang Chuchu's heart ached, she couldn't help but reached out and hugged her mother. She finally knew why her mother never mentioned her father. It turned out that that person had become someone else's father, and she didn't even have the right to call him.
"Mom, don't cry, I'm sorry, I won't mention him again, never again!" Yang Chuchu also cried in a low voice.
The mother and daughter hugged and cried for a long time, and finally stopped crying. The eye sockets of both of them were red and swollen.
"Chuchu, do you blame me for keeping it from you? Mom can't do anything about it. I can't really make you an illegitimate daughter in the eyes of others, but you are not. When I was with him, he was not married. He said at the time that he would marry me, but I didn't expect that he would marry someone else as soon as he turned around. Moreover, he knelt in front of me that day and said that he was sorry for me and asked me to let him go. What can I do? I am pregnant, but I have to accept such unfair treatment. I am also very desperate!" Cheng Ying spoke to Yang Chu for the first time! Chu mentioned what happened to her before, she felt that her daughter had grown up, she had the right to know who her father was, and she could understand the decisions she made back then.
"Mom, I blamed you before, but I don't blame you now, I know it's not your fault!" Yang Chuchu lowered her head, not daring to look into her mother's sad eyes.
"Actually, in the first few years when I gave birth to you, I led you to start a business alone. I was tired and annoyed. I even thought about going to him to make a fuss. If I was not happy, I wanted to break up his family and let him pay for being ridiculed. But later, I felt that it was meaningless to do so." Cheng Ying laughed at herself, closed her eyes, and thought about those painful days. She never had the courage to continue living that kind of life in her life.
"Mom, why did he marry someone else? Didn't he love you?" Yang Chuchu asked angrily.
"Sweet talk, sweet talk, he told me a lot, but it's a pity that no matter how sweet love is, it can't match the word poverty. He is very handsome. After being spotted by his current wife, he pursued him fanatically. The other party is a rich girl, and the family has power. Your father wants to pursue an official career, and wants to be promoted step by step, so he chose his official career and gave up on me!"
"Mom, has he been promoted now?" Yang Chuchu sneered, suddenly he didn't want to see that scumbag father, and he was not worthy to be her father.
"Yes, he has been promoted, and his official career is really successful!" Cheng Ying sneered.
Hearing that his father's official career was successful, Yang Chuchu was even more disgusted and angry, and gritted his teeth bitterly and said: "Since he can abandon his beloved woman and marry someone else for money, then he is a snobbish villain. I don't care about this kind of father. Mom, don't worry, I will never talk about him again. I will treat him as really dead."
"Chuchu, don't you really want to know who he is? In fact, over the years, he has come to me several times. He always said that he was sorry for me back then and wanted to compensate our mother and daughter, but I refused." Cheng Ying laughed at herself.
"Have I seen him?" Yang Chuchu's heart was shocked, and she suddenly stared at her mother: "Have I seen him?"
Seeing her daughter's shocked face, Cheng Ying sighed softly: "I still remember one time, you ran over with a toy and said that an uncle gave it to you. Did I just throw away your toy?"
Yang Chuchu's beautiful eyes widened instantly, her whole body was as stiff as a stone sculpture, and she murmured after a long time: "Is that uncle I think is very kind?" JrNovels.com
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