"It's not your problem, it's my problem, I'm too weak."
She was silent for a moment, and said:
"Although you made me very angry yesterday, I also wanted to understand something because of it. Honesty between lovers is very important.
"You are right, I used to be pessimistic about our future, the problem is not with you, but with me.
"Don't look at how well-informed and experienced I am usually, it's just that I use
to cover up his weakness. I haven't told you about my parents yet. "
One thing to know, Lingtang, like my mother, is the kind of sword in the hands of a loving mother, and the type of slashing on a wandering son... Zhang Yuanqing said heartily.
The room was pitch black, Guan Ya couldn't see her boyfriend's face, so she couldn't see into his inner drama at this time, she bit her lip:
"My parents are in a marriage of interest, and my father is a prosecutor of Heaven's Punishment. At that time, he was fledgling and needed capital to support him, and the Fu family also needed a prosecutor to work for him within Heaven's Punishment, so this marriage was born. .
"My mother liked him at first, but my father had someone he liked. After getting married, he didn't break that relationship. After my mother gave birth to me, he never touched my mother again.
"My mother was looking for a man outside to take revenge on him. The two played their own games, but they still wanted to show harmony and love in the family. It made people feel sick."
That's why he was so conflicted about the marriage! Zhang Yuanqing suddenly couldn't think of any flirty words, and his wandering hands stopped, hugging her tightly, giving silent comfort.
Guan Ya said quietly:
"But the reason for my weakness is largely due to my mother. She has a strong desire to control. She can't control my father, so she likes to control me. Since I was a child, I can't remember how many times I have been beaten. Every time When I heard the sound of her high heels coming back, I trembled with fright.
"This kind of fear has not disappeared until I grew up. I am obviously a saint, but when I think of her, I can't help but be afraid. The more I disdain her in front of Fu Qingyang, the more I fear her.
"So she asked me to marry, I can only hide, only dare to hide."
As she spoke, she shrank into Zhang Yuanqing's arms, as if this would give her a sense of security.
"There is also the Fu family. This family has been passed down for more than a hundred years and controls a wealth of hundreds of billions of federal currency. The clan elders will manage the clan and assets, never relying on family affection and blood relationship, but iron fists.
"When the family asks you to do something, you'd better not refuse! This is the creed that we have kept in our hearts since we were young. Compared with the Fu family, the local spiritual family is just a flower living in a greenhouse.
"I've seen too many rebellious children have their spines broken and their arrogance worn away; I've seen too many direct descendants kicked out of the core of power; I've seen those rebellious clansmen executed.
"I am afraid of the family, very afraid, even though the elders will know that I am promoted to a saint, they are very happy, and they want to take me back to take charge of the family business......
"In the Fu family, there are only two children who dare to challenge the elders' association, Fu Qingyang and his elder sister. The latter is loved by thousands of people. Even if she burns down the elders' association, the elders will not blame her.
"However, Fu Qingyang is different from his older sister. Fu Qingyang's talent is very poor, like a dog would shake his head when he sees him. He was targeted by his peers since he was a child, beaten, teased, and bullied to death.
"Because he is the son of the head of the family, but he is so mediocre. Everyone loves to bully him. But Fu Qingyang never admits defeat. He has been resisting, even if he is fighting alone, even if he is beaten all over his body."
Hearing this, Zhang Yuanqing couldn't help interrupting: "Did you help him?"
"My lord does not allow it. I will secretly deliver medicine to him, but I dare not disobey the elders." Guan Ya shook her head and continued:
"At the age of fourteen, Fu Qingyang suddenly rose to prominence. I still remember that day, he was dressed in white, carrying an unsharpened knife, rushed into the training hall, and cut down the entire family of his peers by himself.
"Those who bullied him, even just once, he will remember in his heart. His move is very simple, that is, slash, but it is such a simple move, but no one can beat him.
"Of course no one can beat him. He has poor talent, so he only practiced chopping. He swung the knife 5,000 times a day for eight years.
"He injured a total of sixty people, the lightest of which was a broken bone. This incident shocked the whole clan. The parents of the injured went to the clan elders' meeting and demanded that Fu Qingyang be severely punished. Do you know what Fu Qingyang said to the clan elders at that time? . " JrNovels.com