She said a lot in one breath. Although her body was shaking slightly due to nervousness and fear, she felt very relaxed in her heart.

The words and things that had been buried deep in her heart for so many years finally burst out.

It turns out that it is really good to be yourself, and it is very enjoyable to be yourself, even if the price you pay may be that you will never be able to go out again, or even die.

But she doesn't care anymore, she doesn't want to be her shadow anymore, she wants to be herself!

Yu Xiruo was probably shocked. He didn't speak for a long time and just stood there.

I thought that after this day and night, she would reflect on it, regret it, apologize, cry and confess to herself that she shouldn't have done it, and she would never do it again. But what did she say now, that she should be herself?

"Do you know what you're talking about, are you crazy?" Can't help but say.

"I'm not crazy. I know what I'm talking about and what I'm doing better than ever." Yu Xihe slowly stood up from the ground and stood in front of her. Only then did he realize that he was actually a little taller than her.

Although it is a very weak gap, it is still a difference. This is the difference between herself and her. After all, two people are two people, how can they become one person?

"Sister, for so many years, I have listened to you and done whatever you asked me to do. But now, I don't want to anymore. Can't I be myself? Why can you live a prosperous life outside? I am You can't even walk under the sun openly? Sister, I just want people to know that the Yu family also has a daughter named Yu Xihe. We are not the same person, we are sisters!"

As she said that, she tried to take Yu Xiruo's hand, but when she was about to touch it, Yu Xiruo suddenly shook her away as if she had touched something hot, "You're crazy!"

"I'm not crazy, sister, I beg you! We are biological sisters, can you let me be myself? I can help you, I can use my own identity to help you, don't pretend to be you anymore." She He begged softly.

Throughout the day and night, she thought about the ring that had become a lump for a long time. She wanted to be herself and face Si Chengye with her own identity. Even if he couldn't accept it, it would be better than facing Si Chengye every time. He wanted to talk about the unspeakable suffering.

"Shut up!" Yu Xiruo slapped her on the face, the pain was burning and swollen soon.

"Have you forgotten which curse of our Yu family? Have you forgotten that our family is destined to have only one child? Do you want to be yourself? Okay! Then just be your dead self!" Grabbed a handful from the coffee table The fruit knife was thrown in front of her.

The fruit knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and Yu Xihe fell silent immediately.

She covered half of her face, and there was still a fishy-sweet taste in her mouth. She looked at the fruit knife with a cold light on the ground, and her mind went blank.

There was Yu Xiruo's cold voice next to his ear, "People in the world only know that the Yu family has been thin for generations, and they all think it is because there are too few children, but they don't know the terrible curse of our family. The Yu family is destined to only have one child, even if it is born Two, three, seven or eight, in the end only one will die."

"You have forgotten our mother, and she is not the only one. Our uncles and aunts, which one is not the best among people, is not better than mother? But in the end? Mom is not the only one left? At that time, grandma couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it In the end, I still couldn�t keep them. If I had made the choice, I wouldn�t have kept my mother, the most useless person, and our Yu family wouldn�t have been in such a state of desolation and being bullied!�

These words made Yu Xihe's ears and head buzzing.

She knows these things about the Yu family better than anyone else. She has never heard of them since she was a child, so she has always lived in fear, because she has known from a long time ago that only one of her and her sister can be left alive!

Otherwise, the Yu family will be in disaster!

She didn't know why there was such a ridiculous curse, and she didn't believe it was the case, but obviously, everyone believed it except her.

Even her parents almost attacked her, just because her sister was stronger than her and more suitable to be the successor of the Yu family, so she was not even qualified to live.

Later, I don't know if she was lucky or something, but after escaping several crises, she finally seemed to have the qualifications to live, but from that day on, she lost herself.

She is no longer herself, no longer Yu Xihe, but the shadow of the eldest lady Yu Xiruo.

Only when needed, will she appear as Yu Xiruo, and when she doesn't need it, she will always be in a dark place.

At that time, she was very content, at least she could live peacefully, and on the island, her range of activities was not large, so being restrained like this didn't seem to have much impact.

But as she grew up, as she came into contact with more and more people and traveled to more and more places, she became increasingly dissatisfied and wanted more.

She wanted to be able to jump around in the street wearing a skirt like other girls, she wanted to have a good relationship, and she wanted to eat some cream cakes and sweet ice cream without fear of getting fat, but she couldn't do any of these. JrNovels.com