Chapter: 998
Finally, when Han Meiqing put the prawns used for making dragon well prawn dish into the wok, Xiao Changkun suddenly gained the courage to tightly embrace her from behind, mumbling nervously and excitedly: "Mei Qing, I really miss you so much over these twenty years!"
Han Meiqing was suddenly hugged tightly by Xiao Changkun, and her entire body stiffened for a moment.
As she thought from the bottom of her heart, why couldn't Xiao Changkun tightly hug her after a gap of twenty or thirty years?
After all, he was the only person she had ever loved in her lifetime.
At this moment and at this instant, her first love from twenty years ago was hugging her so tightly that his hands were pressed against her small belly, giving her a feeling as if she had returned to her youth of twenty years old.
Han Meiqing's true feelings welled up inside her, and she suddenly couldn't help but place her hand on top of his.
But just as she put her hand on Xiao Changkun's, she suddenly realized that what she was doing was wrong.
So she wriggled out of Xiao Changkun's embrace and hastily tidied up her hair, speaking in an unnatural tone: "Changkun, we can't do this. You're someone who has gotten married, and I can't betray Ma Ran!"
Xiao Changkun was immediately flustered and blurted out: "Actually, it was she who first wronged you! When we were together, our feelings were so good that she knew I was your boyfriend. She even took advantage of me when I was drunk, wanting to get ahead. If she hadn't done that, we would have been together a long time ago!"
Han Meiqing let out a gentle sigh and said: "Although what happened back then was her fault, but I'm the one who chose to let go and gave you up. Now, I won't wrong her again like she wronged me back then. This is a matter of principle. Otherwise, I'd be just like her!"
Xiao Changkun grew angry: "That woman almost destroyed our feelings for an entire lifetime. Does that mean you still need to talk about principles at this moment?"
Han Meiqing spoke sincerely: "Actually, after what happened back then, I knew in my heart that everything was Ma Ran's doing behind the scenes. I know she's a person who likes to stir up trouble, but I can't become like her because I've been hurt by someone."
As she spoke, she looked at Xiao Changkun with an unyielding expression and said: "You're her husband now, so I can see you as ordinary friends or old classmates would, but we cannot take another step beyond that. Not even a little bit..."
Xiao Changkun's eyes welled up with tears, and he looked at Han Meiqing, choking back his words: "Can't we two ever have a chance to be together again? After all these years, we've finally met again, can you not want to make up for our past regrets?"
Han Meiqing's expression was also pained, and she sighed: "I do want to, but I feel that as a gentleman, one should never take the wrong path. If we two still have a chance to be together again, it would definitely be after you and Ma Ran get divorced."
Xiao Changkun didn't hesitate and blurted out: "Then I'll divorce her right away!"
Han Meiqing said seriously: "Changkun, don't misunderstand my intention. I'm not saying that after you're divorced from Ma Ran, we can be together again."
Xiao Changkun asked nervously: "Meiqing, what do you mean? I don't understand. Are you unwilling to be with me?"
Han Meiqing spoke sincerely: "Changkun, we've been apart for so long that it's impossible to suddenly decide to be together again. That would be too childish."
As she spoke, she looked at Xiao Changkun with an unyielding expression and said: "Back then, we were still in school when we started dating. We were both students, spending every day learning and socializing with classmates. We never lived together as a couple, and life and love are different. Especially now that we're of this age, we need to consider our own lives, emotions, children, and how our children view us."
"So this kind of thing, we can't just decide on a whim like when we were teenagers. We must carefully consider and think deeply before making a decision."
Xiao Changkun immediately said: "I cannot accept your statement. I know you still have feelings for me in your heart, and I also have feelings for you. Since both of us have feelings, what kind of thing can't be overcome?"
As he spoke, Xiao Changkun pressed him: "Meiqing, do you dare to tell the truth? What are your true feelings towards me right now?"
Han Meiqing hesitated slightly and said: "How should I answer this question? We were together in the past, with such good feelings. And we're both each other's first love, with over 20 years of unrequited love. Saying there's no feeling is just self-deception."
As she spoke, Han Meiqing added: "But as I just said, this matter isn't just about considering one's own feelings." JrNovels.com