Maybe this idea is very selfish, but I really want him, he is the first time in my life I want to get my thoughts out of my mind.

I don't want to go abroad. A Jun has made investment today, and Junran has hope. This is Jun's painstaking effort.

I also don't want to separate from Ajun, I don't want to leave him for a second.

It is still in the early days, and the doctor said that if my medication is well controlled, I can live for about eight years.

I don't want Han Kun to know about this. He is bluffing and crying every time, asking me to forgive him, but I don't hate him, why does he always want me to think about him so much.

But in order to protect him, I will continue to cooperate with Ge Lao. A Jun said that this river and lake cannot have a true leader, and only when the strengths of all aspects are checked and balanced by each other, the rivers and lakes will cast a rat avoidance, and there will be peace for a period of time.

Sunny November 24

Get married today, let's make a note.

The condition is well controlled, but Han Kun still knows today.

He really was crying, hey.

My father didn't come, but the younger sister took a look at me.

I know that the younger sister is here to bless me. When I was young, she told me that if I marry the Jiang family, it might be the only way to keep myself safe.

If the Ji family and Jiang family join forces, the others in the rivers and lakes will not dare to move me.

When I was young, I didn't want to live that much, but now I want to live so much. Apart from Jiang's family, Ajun can also protect me.

In addition, Ge Lao gave me another way, maybe that notebook can get me out of the current deadlock.

But what should I do with that notebook? Maybe you can use her...

This page of diary is especially written, but in the end it stopped abruptly. I don't know who my mother said she was.

I didn't even think that my mother would be ill and her memory would be severely degraded. Maybe one day no one will remember.

I forgot a lot of things when I was young, and I don’t remember how my mother’s memory is.

I just remember that besides being very beautiful, my mother is not so different from other women. She is gentle and virtuous.

If it weren't for Jiang Ming's personal statement, I couldn't believe it, my mother almost killed him.

I then looked down and didn't expect that the next few pages were very brief.

February 21

Jiang Ming is really annoying. He thinks of ways to harass me every day. For the sake of playing with him when I was a child, I don't want to care about him, but he always embarrassed Ajun, and I was really angry.

I discussed with Han Kun and found an opportunity to teach him a little lesson.

Maybe he has to be afraid, what is he afraid of? Are you afraid of death?

January 3

Tomorrow I will go to Wuxiang Mountain. The city has not been peaceful recently. A Jun will accompany me.

Jiang Ming was not at peace either. He taught him a little lesson last time. He didn't have a long memory, so he became more and more troubled with A Jun.

He was dead last time, it was really fateful for him. If he treats Ajun like this again, I will make up my mind to kill him next time, and I won't wait for Jiang Yunqing to come over.

Elder Ge's health is getting worse and worse, so Elder Mo asked me to see him more.

Because of Jiangzhou that night, Jianghu's scruples towards Ji's family became less and less, and the hunt for the last child of Yin's family became more blatant.

My father rarely contacted me, probably because of this, but Ah Jun hung up the phone directly.

Ajun took me to Wuxiang Mountain, where his teacher's gate is, it is relatively safer there.

I don't know if Xiao Chao likes it or not. Xiao Chao is a good boy, but his body is a little weak.

July 8th, heavy rain

Do not be afraid.

But father, why are you doing this to me.

Is anyone more important than me?

July 10 rain

I have already planned it, Han Kun disagrees, but there is no better way right now.

Since Jiang Ming hates me so much, give him a chance to kill me.

Anyway, my illness can't be delayed.

Ah Jun said he wanted to accompany me, but I actually don't want Ah Jun to accompany me. What about Xiao Chao, I can't take Xiao Chao away.

But I'm so selfish, Xiaochao, you have to forgive mom when you grow up.

After reading this diary, my head seemed to be struck by a flash of lightning.

My mother knew that she always knew that Jiang Ming was going to kill her.

Han Kun also knows that my mother knows, so all of this is not so much Han Kun pushing the boat along the water, as it is a planned suicide by my mother.

No, this is ridiculous! ! !

It was Jiang Ming who killed my mother, it was Han Kun, and it was both of them! ! !

My tears fell drop by drop on the diary paper, which was pulled tight by my hands and almost torn to pieces by me.

But the strokes on this one are all written by my mother, which will never be wrong, even if I can admit it, Han Kun will not admit it.

No wonder Han Kun didn't let me investigate and didn't show me this diary.

My tears fell uncontrollably, as if someone had stabbed my heart with a knife.

How could this be? !

Not only did she commit suicide, she also killed my dad, leaving me alone in the world, leaving Zhang Mei tortured for decades.

Jiang Ming said that he would never think of a woman more cruel than Ji Yanran, and I think what he said was wrong.

After I became a soldier, I never cried so badly. The man does not flick when he has tears, but he has not yet reached the point of sadness. At this time, I told my mother that Han Kun's remarks were very similar, just a crying sissy.

The soundproofing of this room is not very good, I don't want other snow leopards to hear it, gritted the roots of the teeth, the painful sound of overflowing throat is like a wounded beast.

I just cried until I fell asleep, and when I woke up, it was already dark.

I saw a figure on the sofa in the corner of the room, and when I saw that I was about to sit up, the man whispered, "Lie down."

"Han Kun."

Han Kun sighed and fiddled with the six pages of paper in his hand.

"I think about it, this thing should be here for you, sure enough. You must have seen it all."

I nodded, my throat was hoarse and uncomfortable, and my eyes were swollen.

As a man of iron and blood, I can't stand this feeling of crying, but no matter how strong I am, my heart is made of flesh.

"Hey." Han Kun sighed again, "I really don't want you to see this. But you just want to see it. Sometimes, knowing the truth may not be the best result. The truth is ugly."

Bitterness arose in my heart.

The saddest thing on the battlefield is being betrayed by a comrade-in-arms, and in life, I am afraid that there is nothing more terrible than I am now.

"Tell me what you know, anyway I already know so much." I said dumbly, "Don't use any excuses for me. When my mother abandoned me, she should think of me. What will happen."

"No, don't blame your mother, she may really not know. She was raised to be my stand-in since she was a child, and she knew that she would be abandoned by the family when she grew up. JrNovels.com