Chapter: 100
I stupidly looked at the few messages in my hand, and I didn't recover for a long time.
I sighed, and there was an unspeakable discomfort and distress in my heart. I had carefully prepared for the competition for so long, just because I was afraid that I would get caught in the rain, and even gave up an umbrella for me, why is she so stupid!
I'm really not that important, and I don't deserve her to be so nice to me...
It's not that I don't know that Jin Jiu'er is interested in me, but I've been acting stupid all the time, or I've been running away.
Because I still think about Wang Mingming, and I also remember that Jin Jiu'er was engaged to another man, I always thought that we would never be able to be together.
Today, however, I think it's time for me to face it. As a man, it's my responsibility to end this ambiguity with no results. This may be better for Jin Jiu Er!
Thinking, I got up and went to her dormitory.
I sneakily escaped the supervision of the auntie downstairs, and I came to their door.
Lan Jie opened the door, and when she saw it was me, she pushed me, but before letting me in, she closed the door with her backhand.
"Let me go in and see Jiu'er." I said.
Lan Jie stared at me with a bad face, and after a while she said, "Tell me first, how did you make Jiu'er cry?"
"I can't tell you."
I refused to answer Lan Jie's words.
"You scumbag!"
Lan Jie hit me a few times and cursed.
I'm not angry, and I don't say much. She is a woman who is not very strong, and it doesn't hurt to call her. In addition, I feel guilt in my heart at the moment. After a few hits, I feel better.
"Are you comfortable? Just let me in when you feel comfortable." I said lukewarm.
"You'd better comfort me Jiu'er after you go in, have you heard the pervert and scum?" Lan Jie said viciously.
I nodded.
"Hmph..." Lan Jie snorted coldly and opened the door.
At this moment, the lock of the door inside happened to be unlocked.
Jin Jiu'er seemed to know that I was coming, and she was standing behind the door.
"Sister..."
Looking at Jin Jiu'er's appearance, the guilt in my heart deepened.
Her eyes were all red and swollen, and her peach-leaf-shaped eyes were still watery.
I can predict how uncomfortable she was crying just a moment ago, I have never seen Jin Jiu'er so embarrassed.
Even if I misunderstood her last time, she only shed two lines of clear tears.
"What are you doing here?" Jin Jiu'er looked at me aggrieved.
"I'm sorry, senpai, it was I who made you unable to participate in the competition you carefully prepared."
I apologize first.
"You didn't feel sorry for me, and it's none of your business to go to the game."
Jin Jiu'er bit her red lips, as if she was trying her best to endure the tears that were about to flow out.
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault."
I'd rather she cry, I really don't feel good about her pretending to be strong like this.
"Xiaojie, you go out first." Jin Jiu'er suddenly said to Lan Jie next to her.
Lan Jie didn't say much, but when she left, she glared at me with warning eyes again.
I looked at Jin Jiu'er, and I could see the grief in her eyes.
"Chen Nian, why are you lying to me?"
Jin Jiu'er said.
I was a little stunned, and after thinking about it for a while, I didn't even think that I had lied to Jin Jiu'er.
"After dinner that day, I asked you if you had broken up with her. Why did you tell me that you two were not together? Chen Nian, tell me, why did you lie to me..."
Jin Jiu'er's voice gradually became smaller and gradually turned into a murmur.
In retrospect, it turned out that Jin Jiu'er was talking about this.
"Why do you give me hope? Do you know that you are really bad! When my world was completely dark, you gave me light again, you big liar!"
"I'm no worse than Wang Mingming, why are you doing this?"
"I just want to ask you one question right now."
Jin Jiu'er looked at me tenderly, as if to melt me.
"go ahead."
I replied.
"Have you ever liked me? Even at a certain moment, at a certain moment?" Jin Jiu'er trembled.
I really don't know how to answer, I'm not a saint, Jin Jiu'er is so gentle and attractive, how could I not have the slightest feeling of liking.
But I can be sure that I never thought about being with the girl in front of me.
"Chen Nian, even if you make me happy for a moment..." Jin Jiu'er saw that I didn't speak, and her voice became more and more desolate.
"Yes, of course there is. Senior Sister is so beautiful, she would not dislike it if she is a man." After thinking about it for a while, I could only say something vague.
This should no longer hurt Jin Jiu'er's heart.
"Then would you like to have me?"
It's true that Jin Jiu Er is no longer sad, but it threw me a more difficult question to answer.
I think of Wang Mingming and the fire of pursuit that has just been rekindled.
"Sister, it is impossible for us. You are already engaged. Didn't you say that you will get married after graduation. On the wedding day, you have to invite me to participate."
I said softly.
"I'm just engaged, not married. As long as you nod, I'll immediately ruin the marriage! Even if there are any consequences, I'm not afraid to bear it!" Jin Jiu'er's tone was firm, but her eyes were soft and tender when she looked at me.
My heart is struggling.
It turns out that love is really as unreasonable as Wei Kuan said. As long as you meet the right person, even if there is no male marriage ceremony, a month is enough to produce a deep love.
But how can I, how can I get Jin Jiu'er so much love?
I really wanted to reject Jin Jiu'er quickly, but everything Jin Jiu'er did to me these days flashed in my mind.
She seems to be the most tolerant water in the world, and her tenderness seems to be everywhere...
I really can't bear to make her sad any more.
I can't shake my head!
But in my mind I thought of Wang Mingming, everything about her is everything I want to have.
I can't even nod my head!
"Chen Nian, I know it's too sudden, and it makes you embarrassed. I'll give you time." Jin Jiu'er said again.
"How long?" I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, I really need time to think about it now.
"From now on, I will leave the school and go to any place in Yuncheng. If you want, then come to me. You are a Feng Shui master. If you want to find me in Yuncheng, it should be very easy, right?"
"I will wait for you until the sun rises tomorrow. After the sun rises, if you don't come to me, then I will never have light again."
"I also take advantage of this time to calm down. This is time for you, and it's also for me."
Jin Jiu'er slowly finished all the words.
"it is good."
I didn't think much about it, so I agreed. Maybe I'm not a decisive person in essence. I really couldn't bear to reject her any more.
Jin Jiu'er reluctantly showed a smile in front of her, like a tulip after the rain, she said softly:
"I didn't want you to be so embarrassed, but I really just want you to hold my hand alone. Sorry, let me be selfish." JrNovels.com