Chapter: 248
Jin Jiu'er's eyes instantly turned red.
She seemed to want to say something to me, but finally swallowed it.
Finally, Jin Jiu'er wiped her eyes, and then burst into a charming smile.
However, her smile was not for me.
"Beautiful squad leader, why are your eyes red?"
"It's okay, it's in the sand."
"Beautiful squad leader, who is that kid? Not our junior, right?"
"Fresh year junior, take care of your books."
I stood there lost.
Jin Jiu'er has already regarded me as a stranger, and doesn't even want to say a word to me at this moment.
She was working with a smile, and she released the charm that no man could stop her. She communicated with other boys from time to time, but she never looked at me again.
I laughed at myself, and I'm being self-motivated again. Isn't it normal for her to ignore me?
In the past, even if Jin Jiuer liked me again, she loved me again, but after being ruthlessly rejected by me again and again, her heart was broken, how could she still greet me with a smile.
It's like a flat white paper, once crumpled, it's impossible to get it back to flat.
The hurt I brought her will always be engraved in her heart.
But that's fine, she's a stranger to me, she has her new beginning, and it's the best choice for both of us.
After all, I was able to be her light, not the light she wanted.
Of course, what I owe her, I remember, even if she is a stranger, as long as she says a word, even if it is my life, I will give it to her without hesitation.
After taking a last look at Jin Jiu'er, I left.
As I walked, I came to the Weiming Lake of the school.
Everyone in the school has left a good memory on this lake, but for me, everything that happened in the past seems to be unworthy of aftertaste.
But I still came here.
In fact, I should have been prepared. When Jin Jiu'er was taken away by her mother-in-law that day, her attitude was very clear.
On the first day of school, I came to Weiming Lake to take advantage of the scenery to relieve my worries, and I could be considered the first person.
Maybe I will be the first guest greeted by Weiming Lake today, and also the last guest today.
I don't know how long I've been standing at Weiming Lake. Just when my legs were tired and my face was blown into ice by the wind, when I turned around and was about to leave this sad place, Jin Jiu'er didn't know when to stand on my side. Behind him, he looked at me madly.
I am a little surprised.
It seems that Weiming Lake has welcomed its second guest.
"Sister, are you done?" I spoke first.
However, Jin Jiu'er didn't say a word, and threw herself into my arms, holding me tightly.
I stiffened.
She didn't speak, she didn't cry, she just hugged me.
Being held by such a hot and beautiful girl is the dream of many men in school, but I want to push her away.
People are so cheap, and I am no exception. When Jin Jiu'er ignored me, I felt lost, but if she transcended her status as a normal friend, I would feel that my conscience would be difficult.
I'm sorry Mingming, she did not hesitate to scatter her souls in order to be with me.
I'm also sorry for Jin Jiu'er in front of me, I can't give her anything, but I still accept her intimacy.
Just when I was about to part with Jin Jiu'er, she made a sound.
"Chen Nian, let me hug you for the last time, don't push me away, this is really the last time."
"I'm really giving up, we won't have another chance."
"Even if you accept me, we have no chance."
I was stunned and asked softly, "Are you married?"
There is only this possibility.
Jin Jiu'er raised her head and looked at me with despair in her eyes: "No, my marriage to him is still a year later, when I graduate, but I can't betray him in my life, or I will bear the consequences. No, our Jin family can't afford it... So, Chen Nian, you don't have to worry about me bothering you anymore, and I won't even take my life for you in the future. Today, this hug should be a complete period, okay? "
Hearing this, I don't know what my mood is at the moment.
Are you uncomfortable? One thing, after all, a girl who loves you so much is destined to be someone else's bride.
Regret, or regret? There is also a point, if I were a bit of scum, if we lived a hundred years ago, maybe Jin Jiuer and I would have a happy ending.
But more, I think it should be a stone in my heart, completely let go.
I no longer have to struggle with how to deal with these two relationships.
"Chen Nian, did you know? You may not even be a friend in the future." At this point, Jin Jiu'er's tears fell, she looked at me, and said seriously.
I was speechless, and the pain in my heart seemed to be a little more.
"I will finish university honestly, then return to Miaojiang, marry a wife and become a mother. I wish you and her happiness in the future."
Jin Jiu'er said again, but at this moment she was unable to cry.
I wanted to speak, and wanted to pretend to wish Jin Jiu'er a few words, but she reached out and put her hand on my lips.
She said with red eyes: "You don't have to bless me, okay?"
My throat is blocked.
Jin Jiu'er took the initiative to separate me. She took my hand and wiped the tears from her face with my hand. Finally, she smiled and said, "This is what you owe me, and now we are settled."
My hands are full of her tears.
"goodbye."
The moment she turned around, she still had a smile on her face.
I looked at her hand stained with tears, and before I knew it, my eyes were blurred, and a tear fell.
Tears just happened to fall on her hands, blending with her tears.
I cried and finally laughed.
In the future, there will be people she loves more, and there will be people whose eyes are full of her. I am just her passing. I believe that Jin Jiu'er's final belonging will be happy and fulfilled, because she is worthy.
At this time, the originally cloudy and gloomy sky suddenly shone a beam of light, and the sun came out in Yuncheng, which had been cloudy for a whole week.
This beam of light shone on my body and on my hands, and was refracted by the tears of Jin Jiu'er and me, reflecting the colorful rays of light.
...
After leaving Weiming Lake, I went directly to Hangcheng.
Hangcheng is the capital of Zhejiang Province. I have never been there. Because I am eager to solve the problem of bad luck, I rushed to the Leifeng Pagoda in the West Lake overnight.
West Lake is a scenic spot in Zhejiang Province, and its night view is still very beautiful.
I didn't stop there too much, and went straight to Leifeng Pagoda.
The tall Leifeng Pagoda was erected in front of me, and there was a person standing in front of the tower, so I hurried forward.
"It's closed, come back tomorrow."
Before I could speak, the man spoke impatiently.
"Hello, I'm not here to enter the tower, I'm here to find Master Fang Guang." I lowered my stance, and the figure in front of me looked like a staff member of Leifeng Pagoda.
"Master Fang Guang? You shouldn't come to Leifeng Pagoda when you're looking for a monk, but go to Lingyin Temple." The man in front of him said.
"Lingyin Temple?" I was taken aback.
"There are no monks in Leifeng Pagoda, only Lingyin Temple." He explained again.
I frowned, what he said was very reasonable, but I remember very clearly, my brother clearly said that he told me to come to Leifeng Pagoda and find a monk named Fang Guang.
Could it be that my brother remembered it wrong? JrNovels.com
She seemed to want to say something to me, but finally swallowed it.
Finally, Jin Jiu'er wiped her eyes, and then burst into a charming smile.
However, her smile was not for me.
"Beautiful squad leader, why are your eyes red?"
"It's okay, it's in the sand."
"Beautiful squad leader, who is that kid? Not our junior, right?"
"Fresh year junior, take care of your books."
I stood there lost.
Jin Jiu'er has already regarded me as a stranger, and doesn't even want to say a word to me at this moment.
She was working with a smile, and she released the charm that no man could stop her. She communicated with other boys from time to time, but she never looked at me again.
I laughed at myself, and I'm being self-motivated again. Isn't it normal for her to ignore me?
In the past, even if Jin Jiuer liked me again, she loved me again, but after being ruthlessly rejected by me again and again, her heart was broken, how could she still greet me with a smile.
It's like a flat white paper, once crumpled, it's impossible to get it back to flat.
The hurt I brought her will always be engraved in her heart.
But that's fine, she's a stranger to me, she has her new beginning, and it's the best choice for both of us.
After all, I was able to be her light, not the light she wanted.
Of course, what I owe her, I remember, even if she is a stranger, as long as she says a word, even if it is my life, I will give it to her without hesitation.
After taking a last look at Jin Jiu'er, I left.
As I walked, I came to the Weiming Lake of the school.
Everyone in the school has left a good memory on this lake, but for me, everything that happened in the past seems to be unworthy of aftertaste.
But I still came here.
In fact, I should have been prepared. When Jin Jiu'er was taken away by her mother-in-law that day, her attitude was very clear.
On the first day of school, I came to Weiming Lake to take advantage of the scenery to relieve my worries, and I could be considered the first person.
Maybe I will be the first guest greeted by Weiming Lake today, and also the last guest today.
I don't know how long I've been standing at Weiming Lake. Just when my legs were tired and my face was blown into ice by the wind, when I turned around and was about to leave this sad place, Jin Jiu'er didn't know when to stand on my side. Behind him, he looked at me madly.
I am a little surprised.
It seems that Weiming Lake has welcomed its second guest.
"Sister, are you done?" I spoke first.
However, Jin Jiu'er didn't say a word, and threw herself into my arms, holding me tightly.
I stiffened.
She didn't speak, she didn't cry, she just hugged me.
Being held by such a hot and beautiful girl is the dream of many men in school, but I want to push her away.
People are so cheap, and I am no exception. When Jin Jiu'er ignored me, I felt lost, but if she transcended her status as a normal friend, I would feel that my conscience would be difficult.
I'm sorry Mingming, she did not hesitate to scatter her souls in order to be with me.
I'm also sorry for Jin Jiu'er in front of me, I can't give her anything, but I still accept her intimacy.
Just when I was about to part with Jin Jiu'er, she made a sound.
"Chen Nian, let me hug you for the last time, don't push me away, this is really the last time."
"I'm really giving up, we won't have another chance."
"Even if you accept me, we have no chance."
I was stunned and asked softly, "Are you married?"
There is only this possibility.
Jin Jiu'er raised her head and looked at me with despair in her eyes: "No, my marriage to him is still a year later, when I graduate, but I can't betray him in my life, or I will bear the consequences. No, our Jin family can't afford it... So, Chen Nian, you don't have to worry about me bothering you anymore, and I won't even take my life for you in the future. Today, this hug should be a complete period, okay? "
Hearing this, I don't know what my mood is at the moment.
Are you uncomfortable? One thing, after all, a girl who loves you so much is destined to be someone else's bride.
Regret, or regret? There is also a point, if I were a bit of scum, if we lived a hundred years ago, maybe Jin Jiuer and I would have a happy ending.
But more, I think it should be a stone in my heart, completely let go.
I no longer have to struggle with how to deal with these two relationships.
"Chen Nian, did you know? You may not even be a friend in the future." At this point, Jin Jiu'er's tears fell, she looked at me, and said seriously.
I was speechless, and the pain in my heart seemed to be a little more.
"I will finish university honestly, then return to Miaojiang, marry a wife and become a mother. I wish you and her happiness in the future."
Jin Jiu'er said again, but at this moment she was unable to cry.
I wanted to speak, and wanted to pretend to wish Jin Jiu'er a few words, but she reached out and put her hand on my lips.
She said with red eyes: "You don't have to bless me, okay?"
My throat is blocked.
Jin Jiu'er took the initiative to separate me. She took my hand and wiped the tears from her face with my hand. Finally, she smiled and said, "This is what you owe me, and now we are settled."
My hands are full of her tears.
"goodbye."
The moment she turned around, she still had a smile on her face.
I looked at her hand stained with tears, and before I knew it, my eyes were blurred, and a tear fell.
Tears just happened to fall on her hands, blending with her tears.
I cried and finally laughed.
In the future, there will be people she loves more, and there will be people whose eyes are full of her. I am just her passing. I believe that Jin Jiu'er's final belonging will be happy and fulfilled, because she is worthy.
At this time, the originally cloudy and gloomy sky suddenly shone a beam of light, and the sun came out in Yuncheng, which had been cloudy for a whole week.
This beam of light shone on my body and on my hands, and was refracted by the tears of Jin Jiu'er and me, reflecting the colorful rays of light.
...
After leaving Weiming Lake, I went directly to Hangcheng.
Hangcheng is the capital of Zhejiang Province. I have never been there. Because I am eager to solve the problem of bad luck, I rushed to the Leifeng Pagoda in the West Lake overnight.
West Lake is a scenic spot in Zhejiang Province, and its night view is still very beautiful.
I didn't stop there too much, and went straight to Leifeng Pagoda.
The tall Leifeng Pagoda was erected in front of me, and there was a person standing in front of the tower, so I hurried forward.
"It's closed, come back tomorrow."
Before I could speak, the man spoke impatiently.
"Hello, I'm not here to enter the tower, I'm here to find Master Fang Guang." I lowered my stance, and the figure in front of me looked like a staff member of Leifeng Pagoda.
"Master Fang Guang? You shouldn't come to Leifeng Pagoda when you're looking for a monk, but go to Lingyin Temple." The man in front of him said.
"Lingyin Temple?" I was taken aback.
"There are no monks in Leifeng Pagoda, only Lingyin Temple." He explained again.
I frowned, what he said was very reasonable, but I remember very clearly, my brother clearly said that he told me to come to Leifeng Pagoda and find a monk named Fang Guang.
Could it be that my brother remembered it wrong? JrNovels.com
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