Chapter: 1089
He was very distressed, really distressed, but in the situation just now, he really couldn't bear to look at the wound on the corner of her mouth because of another man, and at the same time, he clearly wanted to drive her away but could not wait to keep her tightly by his side. All this tortured him to the point of going crazy. The moment he kissed her, he could smell the familiar smell on her body and feel her temperature, but he still couldn't restrain the urge to destroy her just like that, and then follow him away...
Yin Xiaoxiao didn't know what happened, but the eyes that had been paying attention to him all the time, after seeing the pair of phoenix eyes gradually turning cold, couldn't help but raise his heart, his little face was tense, and he didn't say a word.
Touching Yan Xiaoxiao's bruised lips over and over again, Jing Liyuan said in a low voice, "Yin Xiaoxiao, even if I am like this, you are not afraid, won't you leave?"
After all, her phoenix eyes met Yin Xiaoxiao's eyes, and there were traces of indifference and struggle in her eyes.
She didn't avoid Jing Liyuan's action of rubbing her lips, Yin Xiaoxiao didn't shake her head but said firmly, "I won't leave, and I didn't do anything wrong, Jing Liyuan, you can't drive me away!"
"You have already chased me away once, now you still want to chase me away?" Yin Xiaoxiao's voice raised slightly, she seemed a little excited, her black and white eyes widened and she looked at him, and said angrily, "Jing Liyuan, when I was pregnant with Yan Xi, you drove me away once, now you still want to chase me away? Do you believe that this time I left, I really never came back again!"
Thinking back to when Jing Liyuan chased her away while she was pregnant with her child, Yin Xiaoxiao couldn't help but feel pain in her heart.
Jing Liyuan didn't know what was going on in her mind. Her body moved slightly, and the hand with frosted lips slipped down and held her little hand straight. Her phoenix eyes lowered and she said softly, "Yin Xiaoxiao, I am mentally ill. I don't know when I will get sick. Maybe it will be the next second, the next minute, tomorrow... I didn't tell you the reason for letting you go last time, but this time I gave you the reason, didn't I? The choice is yours, if you are really not afraid of me getting hurt..."
"It could be next year, the next year, or five years later..." Yin Xiaoxiao directly interrupted Jing Liyuan's words, and continued without hesitation, with tears in his eyes faintly shining, "Or, it's a lifetime, isn't it? Jing Liyuan, you haven't tried it, how do you know that we must end in tragedy? I never believed that I worked so hard and lived so seriously, and finally God wants to play a joke on me. Why don't you want to gamble with me?"
Looking straight at him with wet eyes, Yan Xiaoxiao's heart was full of anticipation and fear.
Jing Liyuan took a deep look at her, but didn't answer her. After a long time, he held her hands tightly and said softly, "Smile, my father is a paranoid patient, and my mother was a nurse when she met my father. She knew very well that any time my father might get sick, she would stay by his side for the rest of his life. In the end, my father encountered that accident when his illness gradually became more prominent..."
Yin Xiaoxiao didn't interrupt, but just listened, obedient and quiet.
"I don't know if my father would have had a better life if they had survived, or it might not be better than dying in that accident, but the news I have received so far is that this disease is incurable..." Jing Liyuan didn't look up at her from the beginning to the end, but he opened his heart to her for the first time because of this disease, and said, "Smile, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day I will suddenly get sick, and then cause harm to you, Yan Xi, and the people around me, do you understand?"
��Smile, I'm afraid...
With five short words, Yan Xiaoxiao twisted his heart in pain.
What a proud Jing Liyuan, what a serious Jing Liyuan, but today he told her that he was afraid...
The proud son of heaven, a medical genius, but now he said helplessly, 'I'm afraid'...
"I saw a scar on the corner of your mouth, but I still did not hesitate to make you hurt even more. Aren't you afraid?" Jing Liyuan finally raised his eyes to look straight at her, his phoenix eyes were slightly red, "Aren't you afraid that you will fall asleep one night and you won't be able to wake up again, that you will meet the crazy me one day when you come back, and that the Jing Liyuan in your heart will never be the same as you in your heart from now on..."
Every time she said a word, the corners of Yan Xiaoxiao's mouth would rise to a certain degree, and finally at the moment when his words fell, she couldn't help but hugged him fiercely in her arms. On the huge double bed, Yan Xiaoxiao knelt on the bed and hugged the tall Jing Liyuan in her arms, as if holding her own child.
"Jing Liyuan, I've never been afraid of you, and I've never thought of being with other men, let alone letting me leave you..." She spoke softly, Yan Xiaoxiao reached out to comfort Jing Liyuan, and could clearly feel that as her words fell, Jing Liyuan's arms around her waist became slightly heavier, and her chest gradually began to get wet. The man in my family who slapped my father in the crotch time and time again, I am not afraid that I will not wake up after falling asleep, and I am not afraid that one day I will come back and see you crazy.
The tears fell and disappeared quickly, and the bedroom was full of sadness.
Holding Jing Liyuan's head tightly, Yin Xiaoxiao wept and said, "Jing Liyuan, never use any reason to push me away, because I really don't know if I can live without you..."
In her eyes, he has already become everything, her heaven, her land, and her all!
Holding Yan Xiaoxiao, Jing Liyuan couldn't help moistening his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise slightly, with a little bit of happiness and a little bit of bitterness...
Yes, bitter.
He knew from the very beginning that Yan Xiaoxiao would not leave him! She is kind, strong, and brave, and she will never leave his side at this time. Even if he just bit her lip crazily just now, and it is entirely possible that she will not be able to live comfortably for a while, she will not be angry or annoyed...
However, he didn't know when such Yan Xiaoxiao would last.
One day, she will leave him, maybe as Dong Kai said, when he hurts her all over her body, she will leave without hesitation and never come back, or maybe when he does dangerous things to her or Yan Xi again and again, she will leave him as a last resort... But, no matter what, in all the endings, she left him...
The arms around Yan Xiaoxiao's waist tightened inch by inch, tightly closed his phoenix eyes, Jing Liyuan greedily sniffed all the smells on Yan Xiaoxiao's body, and tried hard to engrave them into his heart. He didn't know, but suddenly all of them disappeared one day, and he could only spend the rest of his life with memories...
He was so selfish, so selfish that even though he knew that he could no longer control his emotions, he still kept her so firmly, and then waited for her to leave at any time in anxiety... This chapter has been read (please click on the next chapter to continue reading!) JrNovels.com