With a slightly trembling voice, Tao Yi felt the slightly stiff body of the man holding her, couldn't help but shed a tear on his cheek, and said, "Jing Libo, I can't forget the things that happened between us, what I looked like when I was by your side, what I looked like when I lost my first child, what I looked like when I was pregnant with Yan Zhi, I can't forget all of it..."
But compared to these, she can't forget his charming peach eyes, which can always steal her heart and soul by accident, and the scenes of his deep and sexy voice whispering in her ears time and time again, and how his warm and generous chest pulls her into his arms again and again...
His body stiffened severely, Jing Libo raised his head and looked at the little woman in front of him, as if his throat was being choked, he couldn't speak.
Regarding the incident in the hospital, it wasn't that she hadn't explained it, but after all, it hurt her and left traces.
Facing the man in front of him straightly, Tao Yi continued, "Jing Libo, I know that I can't blame you for many things. Whether it's what happened in the hospital or what happened when I was pregnant, I can understand you, but I can't forgive you, do you understand? The person you hurt directly is me. I know that rationally speaking, your actions are not wrong, but I can't accept... Let's not mention the hospital. A child suffered from mild depression, but you still imprisoned me by yourself..."
In the quiet private room, there is no loud music, no annoying words, just two people looking at each other quietly.
Taking a deep breath, Tao Yi looked at him and said word by word, "I admit that when I approached you, I had bad intentions. I approached you with the purpose of wanting your money. I was willing to be one of your many mistresses. I sold my body in exchange for everything I wanted. I am a vain woman. I want to marry a rich man. I want to have a life without worrying about food and clothing. In the end, the money in my hand still has to be split in half to spend..."
"I've never been a woman who wants to marry a 'poor man'. I'm very hypocritical and realistic." Tao Yi said softly, admitting everything she had in front of Jing Libo for the first time, "I even made a rule for myself that if my man doesn't have a house, a car, or a decent job in the future, then I will definitely not choose to waste time with him. A woman's most precious time is only a few years, and I can't afford it. I just want a man to shelter me from the wind and rain..."
"I! I can do it!" Jing Libo interrupted hastily, Taohua's eyes were full of tension, "Little Tao Yi, I have a house number, a car, and a decent job. I can be your man!"
Suddenly, Tao Yi couldn't help laughing, and looked up at him with tears in his eyes, "Jing Libo, do you know how I felt when I was with you? I feel that I am a lowly woman in the dust. I use my body to accompany you and become a tool for you to vent, just for money! At that time, even I looked down on myself, let alone you?"
Jing Libo suddenly couldn't help feeling a little flustered...
The beginning between him and Tao Yi was not glorious...
"Jing Libo, do you really remember? I'm your mistress, not your woman." Tears rolled down her cheeks, Tao Yi looked at him and said, "I'm just one of your many women, you were still a 'playboy' back then, I was an ordinary college student trying to climb into your bed..."
Until now, she still remembers how much Jing Libo looked down on her occasionally!
As a child from the countryside, it is not easy for her to survive in a big city like T City. In addition, her grandmother was still alive at that time, and the only thing she wanted to do was to try her best to buy a small house in T City, but to live here with her grandma...
She is a child without parents, only a grandma.
It was her grandma who picked up garbage and fed her up. How could she not be filial to her?
But in the end, she violated her grandma's education and climbed onto Jing Libo's bed persistently, the first and last one!
The strong sense of guilt and shame every day and night almost overwhelmed her, but it continued day after day. She needed money, a lot of money, and it was very difficult with her own efforts. What else could she do?
"Jing Libo, I have also fantasized that maybe I am the one who ended your love, but now I realize that I was wrong..." Tao Yi said softly. In those few years, her condition was extremely bad. After she was pregnant with the child, she had nightmares. She could often see her grandma standing at the door waiting for her, and the guilt in her heart became more and more profound. It's a show of love, but I didn't expect that grandma would catch us together..."
Mentioning grandma, Tao Yi's voice couldn't help choking, took a deep breath and continued, "Jing Libo, I just want to return to my former self, I don't want to be that Tao Yi that I hate, do you understand?"
Her deep loathing for herself and the harm Jing Libo had done to her once shaped her into who she is today.
Some words left a deep impression on her, but so far she is unwilling to mention them again.
Jing Libo swallowed hard, looked at her in panic, he knew...
The day before grandma passed away, she clearly reminded him not to go there, but he was misled to go there, and after passing by, he naturally wanted more. He never thought that Tao Yi's grandma would appear at this time, and he happened to be a prominent figure in the newspapers in those few days, and he had countless "girlfriends" of all kinds...
The matter of Tao Yi being his mistress was directly stabbed in front of grandma.
Then, Tao Yi had a big fight with her grandma, and then she lost her grandma...
This is what Jing Libo is most afraid of every time, he knows very well the position of grandma in Tao Yi's heart...
"Tao Yi, Tao Yi..." He stretched out his arms to hold her tightly and refused to let go, Jing Libo's peach blossom eyes were full of panic, and he said, "Tao Yi, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I shouldn't have given up on you and the child in the hospital, I shouldn't have gone to look for you after you reminded me, I shouldn't have caused you to lose your most important relative..." This chapter has been read (please click on the next chapter to continue reading!)
"I was wrong, I was wrong, I was really wrong..." Hugging Tao Yi tightly, Jing Libo was still unwilling to let go of her, as if as soon as she let go, this woman would really leave his world completely, "I was wrong, Jing Libo is a scum, a villain, a big stupid pig, please forgive me, please, give me a chance, please, don't sentence me to death so quickly, Tao Yi..." JrNovels.com